{WW} Pious Awe
Unfortunately, I can’t seem to get past the bad rap the
word ‘pious’ has in my vocabulary and understanding. I have enjoyed what the
rest of you have written and looked up the word myself. In the true sense of
the word, yes, life and death and most certainly the new birth would qualify
for an article on pious awe. But childhood memories bring back taunting terms
of ‘Oh, you Pious Jeremious!’ and ‘Oh, all pious now, eh?’
I can’t seem to move past this connotation of the word
pious. I’ve never heard of the term ‘pious awe’ (which is fun! And what the WW
is all about!) and my only life experience, in the negative meaning of it, is
rather pitiful to recollect.
I was just a child, a child of a father who was
delightfully himself. He cared not what others thought of him. He did as he
pleased. He took us sledding on Saturdays and skating on cold winter evenings.
He led our family in devotions and got a funny smile on his face when my mother
made interesting remarks. He was proud of us and proud of her. But sometimes he
embarrassed us.
One time he took us on a lengthy trip to another province
and we visited a ‘high-up’ couple. My dad didn’t mind asking if we could come
for a meal or night or whatever it was. The most disturbing part was the
reaction of the lady of the house. Oh, she was all sweetness. But her
expressions and words did not match. Her actions belied her feelings. It was
awful. I cried and cried and cried, in my bedroom, as a child.
This term made me think of that painful memory: a lady oh
so sweet, oh so righteous and oh so not nice to the people who disturbed her
perfect life, a lady to be regarded with pious awe.
Your dad (and mom, for that matter) has always sounded fun and amazing. I imagine him as being a little like my eccentric grandfather, and I like to hear about him
ReplyDelete(And I'm so curious to know more about that awful trip! How did you catch on, as such a wee girl?)
Yes, my dad was interesting, no doubt. I didn't send this article to the WW group because it feels too negative. I feel safe with this little group (seriously downsized). I was at least 12 or 13.
ReplyDeleteI feel the emotion in this post... lots of it, too. Well written!
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